T I L T

I don't tilt very often, although it's something I really have to work on. Sometimes I play l ike a fool. Today I played like a fool.

My day started off having to dig my car out of the snow and ice, my parking spot is in my backyard/driveway and it is a small downhill slope, so after the recent brutal snow beating we took in the past couple of days, my car was in trouble. After digging and salting for almost 2 hours I finally got enough traction to get out of there.

When I got home I fired up pokerstars, looking for some SNG action, but PS SNGS were down! I was mad annoyed and didn't feel like playing cash games. I really have to get over that and just start playing, I wish I was more of a poker addict.

After that I was supposed to make plans with my really cool friend who is home for reading week tonight. Instead she decided that she was gonna ship it back to school tonight, which sucks. She's basically the only chick who likes hanging out with me and smoking weed. Other than my girlfriend. Anyways this girl is pretty cool so I was bummed about that.

I watched the movie Babel and I was not overly impressed, it's just kinda intense and not overly interesting. Although there are some really awesome parts - it basically follows around 4 different situations where really bad shit is happening. There was a section that took place in Tokyo about a girl who is really fucked in the head which iwas sooo interesting and awesome. It was about this deaf-mute girl. Anyways you can see it, but it's rather perturbing, so when I sat down at the poker tables after that I was in no mood to play poker.

I started a set of 6.50 turbos, early on in the first SNG I pushed PF with AK and ran into AA. Shortly afterwards on another table my AK lost to AJ on a board of A-10-3 when he turned a J to pwn me. After this hand I basically just went on monster tilt and blew through chips by greatly overestimating my EV in preflop all-in situations and pushing with 4-6o, ect. Anyways it was a brutal set and I went 0-5.

Smartly I called it quits after that, I just wasn't able to think clearly.

After that my girlfriend called me, which usually puts me on bigger tilt. But I talked with the other chick on MSN for quite a while so I felt better after that. She is convinced i'm gonna marry my g/f, or that my g/f at least is gonna trap me cause i'm such awesome marriage material. lol whatever. I've been dating my g/f for like 3 years! thats totally crazy b/c i'im only 20.

Oh and today I also broke my glass pipe! UGH this is an utter tragedy it's literally the most kickass pipe ever, I don't know how I'll survive without it. On the plus side there's like a sickening amount of nice resin on the inside of the pipe, so I willl be able to scrape it all out and pretend its hash. That is basically the only good part of today - the resin from my broken pipe. Oh I also had a really delicious dinner, I made potatoes, caesar salad, asparigus, really awesome fresh bread and a really good lentel and bean vegetable patty - I'm a vegetarian so yeah that's basically the best meal ever.

I'm totalloy addicted to Yahoo-games pool.

Does anyone read this blog? holla if you do :D

peace

Anywho: PS bankroll - $440